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Part 1 : Tying myself up
I've always loved tight hogties, and I mean really tight ones. Elbows tied, ankles pulled passed my hands, head pulled back, blindfolded and gagged, you know the stuff. This is pretty easy to achieve when someone is tying you up, but my partner is a bit less enthusiastic about bondage than I am, so I have been practicing self-bondage for a while, and after years of trial and error I think I managed to figure out all the pieces to achieve such a state by myself. Right now my partner will arrive home in about 2 hours, so I have just the time to try it out.
I go down into my basement to prepare my little setup. I unroll a large rug since the concrete floor is way too cold to lie directly on. I gather my bag of ropes and accessory from the storage room, and back on the rug I strip down and I grab one of my 1.75" ballgag. I love tying myself while gagged. I choose the black one with three breathing holes in the middle, which I strap carefully under my loose chestnut hair. You'll see why I chose this particular gag later on
. Now it's time to get to work. Standing up, I grab a 10m piece of rope and start to tie my chest harness. I start by doubling the rope and tying it to one large metal ring (about 2,5" in diameter) in a simple hitch. Holding the ring in the middle of my back I pass the rope around my torso just below my breasts and loop it back through the ring behind my back. Now the ring is simply held centered in the middle of my back, I will call it the lower ring. With the remaining rope I essentially pass it up and behind my neck, and back to the lower ring. It's a classic rope path typically used to prevent an elbow tie from slipping down the arms. That's not the use here though, the idea is actually to thread a second large ring through the rope behind my neck. I said I use a 10m rope for this chest harness and it's so that I can loop the rope back this path a few times, anchoring the upper ring solidly. The process is a little annoying since I forgot to tie my hair and it's cascading loosely on my shoulders, so I have to constantly move it out of the way for the rope not to pinch it at every pass. Since I'm quite small, about 5'3", I can loop this rope 4 times up to my neck, alternating the passes in the upper ring from the right and the left to keep it nice and flat on my upper back. Overall it's not very pretty, but the many passes even out the pressure nicely. Today I made it quite tight so I can use the remaining rope to split it left and right behind my back to come up in front of me, pass each end under the opposite "shoulder strap" and tie them off together. I like it when I have enough rope left to do this since it creates a pretty inverted triangle just above my breasts which I find quite cute. I sit down on the rug as it's time to tie my legs. I lean forward and start by tying the soles of my feet side by side. They are actually the hardest to tie since I need to lean forward a lot and it's much easier if I can have my legs slightly apart otherwise, well my breasts pressing on my knees prevent me from leaning far enough. As I reverse tension to cinch the tie, I loop a small metal ring (~1" diameter) through the cinch right under my feet. Next are my ankles, tied in a similar fashion with a ring on the backside of them, and same thing with my big toes to which I also add a ring. It would have been easier to tie my big toes together before, but I need my ankles to be tied first so that I can link them back to my ankles, otherwise too much tension on the toe ring can become painfull. Tied this way my toes act a bit like the pillar of a cable-stayed bridge, I'm so clever! I lean to the side and grab two one-way carabiners, the ones used for camping to tighten rope, and clip them back to back on the ring attached to my ankles. For my knees I only really need to tie a rope and ring above them, but today I want to feel as secure as I can so I also tie my legs below my knees. I then use the cinch ropes from both the ties above and below my knees to secure a single large metal ring, to which I clip a normal carabiner.
I'm almost done with my legs, but I make a little side note here to come back on why I chose the particular gag I'm wearing right now. You see I'm not particularly a drooler, I basically never drool wearing a gag, except for this one. I suppose the breathing holes enable my saliva to seep out before I reach the threshold at which I stop making saliva, but the result is there all the same, and even if it took a fairly long time to get there, now sitting on the floor, folded forward working on my legs, a small line of saliva starts to drop down on my breasts and stomach. I don't really like the sticky feeling of drool on my skin (yes, and other things too), but it's exactly what makes it just the right thing. In self-bondage, even if I'm tied I'm still in control of everything, but the fact that I can't stop myself from drooling like that brings me a little bit closer to the feeling of helplessness I crave.
Anyways, back to me fumbling under my bent knees, I just clipped a regular carabiner to which I attach a third one-way carabiner, and I pre-feed the end of a short nylon rope through it. This will be the setup to tie my wrists later on. The nylon rope itself has a a canadian jam knot (at least that's what the website I took my inspiration from called it) pre-tied at the end which will be used to cinch my wrist rope. Nylon rope doesn't stretch and is fairly slippery, so my wrists basically get automatically uncinched if not under tension. I grab the rope loop I premade for my wrists and pre-feed it in the cinch to hold it there.
Now my legs are tied, the chest harness is ready, time to prepare the elbow rope and thread the hogtie tightening ropes! For the elbow rope I have a 10m rope that is folded on itself a few times. I essentially pass my whole body in this rope like I would use a hula hoop, and then I feed the loop inside the lower ring on my back, resulting in a smaller loop of rope protruding from the ring in the middle of my back. I scoot a little on the rug and grab my harness gag and two hairties, which I use to tie my hair in two separate ponytails. I like to imagine myself with this schoolgirl look. I ungag myself from the breathable ballgag, which drool apart, was really just to prepare my jaw for the rest. I slide a blindfold on my forehead and then I finally strap my 2" red harness ballgag in place making sure everything is snug.
Satisfied, I scoot again and change from sitting on my butt, to sitting upright with my legs bent to the side, exposing the soles of my feet and their many metal rings to me. The hogtie ropes consist of two long nylon ropes with a small carabiner on one end. I clip the first carabiner to the upper ring behind my neck, thread the rope down to the ring on my feet, back through the upper ring, and down to my ankles where I thread it through one of the two one-way carabiner there. This one will take the bulk of the tension, bending my legs back and pulling them easily passed my hands. The second rope I clip to the D-ring on top of my harness gag, down to my toe ring, up again through the D-ring of the harness gag and down in the other one-way carabiner on my ankles.
Now I'm getting pretty excited. I throw two thick throwpillows on my rug and I manoeuver myself to lay on them on my belly so that one is under my upper chest, and the other one under my knees, already arching my back slightly like I'm lying face down in a hammock. I reach on my face to lower the blindfold difficultly since it's pinned under the straps of my harness gag. My arms still free for now, I blindly feel for the hogtie ropes protruding from the two one-way carabiner near my ankles and I start pulling on them in alternance. The ropes slowly feed through them, zigzaging back and forth using the pulley effect to make the tightening easier. I pull untill the line is taught, pulling my ankles towards my back and wrenching my head back. The tension is delicious, there is absolutely no slack, but I know I just need to pull sideways on the ropes to free them from the one-way mechanism of the carabiner to get free. I tighten both ropes a few inches more.
Time to finish this tie. I reach higher behind my back and feed my arms through the elbow rope protruding from the lower ring. I wriggle my arms a bit to make sure I'm comfortable and I feel around to grab the wrist loop presently linked to my knees that lies somewhere on my right side. I feed my hands through the loop making sure the cinching nylon rope stays between my wrists. I nest my hands between my buttcheeks and my folded legs where I can feel the third one-way carabiner. I pull and the nylon rope linked to my wrists tightens, closing the loop between my wrists and cinching everything snuggly, slightly pulling on my arms at the same time. I stop moving to take a few instants and take it all in now that every rope is in it's place. Still, there is one little step left before my hogtie is really complete.
After a few deep breaths I set myself in motion to wriggle away from lying on the throw pillows. They were usefull to ease the tightening process, but now I want to feel the full effect of the ropes. I rock a bit to tilt myself on my right side, falling on the rug in the process. I start to wiggle away with the little movement I am able to make, mostly pivoting either from my shoulders or my knees untill I feel I'm far enough from the pillows before I finally try to rock myself back on my belly, and there is it. Complete bliss. Without the help of the pillows to fight off gravity, everything tightens all at once and I am now hogtied on the floor, arms pinned behind my back, wrists pulled towards my knees and stuck between my buttcheeks and my ankles. The hogtie ropes are pulled so tight that my knees are not touching the rug below me and my breasts are barely brushing it. My head is pulled back so far that if I could see anything I feel like I would be staring at the ceiling, and the tension makes me bite on the thick ball in my mouth in a way that makes it difficult for me to emit even the smallest of moans. I'm in paradise.
