So I was dropped off at home and it was really rare for me to have the house to myself, i would be home alone at least for a few hours. I remember feeling really excited and I hadn't quite saved up the collection of tie up things yet, so i was looking around the house/garage/kitchen for a way to really tie myself up good.
I found some black tape and a bunch of old plug wires and electrical wires that wouldnt be missed. My parents room has a big mirror in there so i wanted to tie myself up on the bed in a hogtie style where i could see myself. I went there with the tape, wires and at the time my one dressing gown belt and scarf and some scissors. i had tied myself a few times before but kinda losley pretending to be busy in the bathroom, or at night in bed but this time my plan was with this plug cords and wires i can now tie myself up properly and need scissors to cut and escape.
I have had my own computer since i was like 6/7 so i was familiar with tie up websites, i was going to do a wrist coil and a noose for the slip knot to tighten it for my wrists, thinking of doing a hogtie i thought i would just tie my wrists up first to test that it would be easy to escape just to be safe. I remember sitting on the bed, taking my shirt off, making a wrist coil with a wire(like black insulated electric wire kinda thick) then making a noose with another wire, i put my hands in the coil with slip knot ready, pulled the noose with my teeth to tighten my wrists together. It was very tight, i then move my hands under my feet to bring my arms behind my back (im pretty flexible, more so then but i can still do it with some struggle lol
) With my hands secure behind my back for first time i had a little roll around looking at myself in the mirror, im now going to use the scissors to cut myself free from the test run and tie my feet/legs/hogtie maybe. I reach for the scissors, awkwardly position to try cut the binds but its not working, the scissors aren't cutting.. my naive self had brought weak kinda safety scissors and these wires were pretty thick and looped a few times..
I burn up and get a surge of adrenaline and panic, i can't free my hands..i lay back feet in the air and bring my wrist to the front, i try to cut again but its hopeless the sciccors are too weak or binds to strong. Thoughts are going in my head now, im going to be seen by my family when they come back im going to be so embarrassed.
I then walked downstairs hands bound in front of me tightly, the noose coil slipknot won't loosen either, its kinda tightened to tight to itself cus of the plasticly stretchy like material of the wires i used. I find some stronger scissors in the kitchen drawer and try those, still scissors are not cutting..at this point i had struggled so much my wrist were sore and i thought it was inevitable at this point.
I even tried carefuly using a knife and a bread knife to try saw but it was too hard and not working it seemed. Going out to the garage my plan was now to find a saw, i looked in a toolbox and saw these beasty snippers..i positioned them over one wire and 'snap' omg! It cut through! I cut my self free with them and ran back upstairs to pack everything up and hide things away.
This was one of the first times i truly felt that rush of adrenaline and panic that i was truly stuck and huge embarrassment was coming. I just think now how very lucky i am to have just tied my hands up first, if i had only very limited amounts of that wire i very likely would have tied/taped my feet and legs and set up for a hogtie thinking the scissors were a sure escape to not waste tie up materials. I would probably have gagged and blindfolded myself too, i don't gag so much now since i want inescapable but know risk with gags. There would of been no hope of me shuffling off the bed and downstairs and cutting myself out, i would of just been rolling around in a panic after the scissors failed.
I had to wear long sleeve shirt for abit to cover marks but my family came back later and were none the wiser.
