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Seeing yourself tied up?
I asked a man I used to play with on occasion to set up a mirror in front of the bed so I could watch him mount me while I was bound and gagged. I had done this so many times with women into bondage. I would grab a hold of her hair and pull her head back so she had to look into the mirror and see her pretty face gagged while I was on top of her. "Forced" to watch herself if you will. Most of the women I did this with were modest enough that they did not think they would enjoy seeing themselves like this. After a while they admitted that is made them feel like a sexual object for the first time. They never really felt quite that sexy in that kind of way before, and they enjoyed me looking at them like this during sex.
I wanted to know what this felt like. After multiple meeting with this gentleman I explained these sessions with him and he was happy to endulge me. I also had a sense of embarrassment at first and did not look at myself because I never imagine myself during sex. In my mind I always look like someone else. Not completely different, just different. But once he grabbed my hair and pulled my head back, after a good 20 mins of seeing the look on his face, the gag in my mouth and the total "forced" submission to him - I just gave into it. It was incredible. I was exactly who I wanted to be in my kidnap fantasies.
Noticed I use the word "forced" in quotes. I never forced any woman in my life to do anything. It was always role play that took more than a few sessions to get there and I would never take video of any of it. Even if they asked. And this man never forced me into anything. It was what I agreed to. Knowing he wasn't filming me took the edge off. It was much more intense that just being tied up in a chair or something but I enjoyed seeing it while it was happening. I don't know if I would want to watch it as a video clip.
I wanted to know what this felt like. After multiple meeting with this gentleman I explained these sessions with him and he was happy to endulge me. I also had a sense of embarrassment at first and did not look at myself because I never imagine myself during sex. In my mind I always look like someone else. Not completely different, just different. But once he grabbed my hair and pulled my head back, after a good 20 mins of seeing the look on his face, the gag in my mouth and the total "forced" submission to him - I just gave into it. It was incredible. I was exactly who I wanted to be in my kidnap fantasies.
Noticed I use the word "forced" in quotes. I never forced any woman in my life to do anything. It was always role play that took more than a few sessions to get there and I would never take video of any of it. Even if they asked. And this man never forced me into anything. It was what I agreed to. Knowing he wasn't filming me took the edge off. It was much more intense that just being tied up in a chair or something but I enjoyed seeing it while it was happening. I don't know if I would want to watch it as a video clip.
I love seeing myself in pictures or in our videos helplessly tied up! My wife’s an amateur photographer—and though this isn’t exactly her kind of photography, she enjoys doing it too. Some of the pictures have turned out quite well! My avatar is actually from a shoot we did a couple years ago.
I like seeing “artistic†pictures of me in bondage—but, for some reason, I really love seeing pictures or watching videos that include more “humiliating†kinds of elements. Some of my favorites include:
I like seeing “artistic†pictures of me in bondage—but, for some reason, I really love seeing pictures or watching videos that include more “humiliating†kinds of elements. Some of my favorites include:
- Heavy drooling with a ball gag
- Wearing diapers
- Intense struggling…pictures of mid-struggle, or videos of me struggling until my muscles give out. Video of this is fun to watch because I like to moan and grunt through my gag as well. it’s weird (welcome to my life)—but it’s exciting replaying everything after a session ends.
- Being tied in a completely vulnerable position, like a spread eagle
I’ve definitely done it multiple times and keep some in a protected drive. Definitely super fun and honestly can help me go back and relive some fun self experiences if I’m not able to do anything at the time but want to at least see and remember it
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It can be kind of fun actually. I've had video taken of me before while I was tied and talking trash. Then I ended up getting out which made it even better.
I have a lot of self confidence and body image issues so I definitely do not like to see myself tied up either in a photo or a video.
I couldn't think of anything worse. I wouldn't even look in the mirror 

- Dickanddominthe
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Check your DmsLandNgal wrote: 11 months ago I couldn't think of anything worse. I wouldn't even look in the mirror![]()
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I have done pictures or mirrors and I do think it’s enjoyable at times
I’m on discord if you’d like to try that: brittanygrn
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Agreed, I’ve seen myself plenty and it adds to the fun
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Yes I totally enjoy this. Get an odd sort of thrill out of it especially when I’m tying myself up and I’m by myself
- slackywacky
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I don't mind seeing myself on video/photos, but the feeling I have when bound and the feeling I have when looking at the material are not the same. For example, when I am bound and gagged, it feels like my elbows are very close together behind my back. When I see the materials from the session, they are far apart, as I am not that flexible. And that sort of ruins the feeling for me. So mostly I do not do video/photos as I prefer the mental image I have when tied up.
Thanks for reading. Feel free to comment.
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