She passes the front desk, gives Elisa's name. The receptionist nods and makes a call. Within minutes, a tall man in scrubs and a navy fleece jacket approaches her with the calm gait of someone who has walked this floor a thousand times.
Late forties, maybe fifty, with thinning dark-blond hair and eyes that have seen too much but learned to hide it.
"Ms. Sinclair?" he says, offering his hand. "Keith Parker. Thank you for coming."
They shake hands. Firm. Professional.
"You said she’s stable?"
"She is. She’s alert. But her condition is... inconsistent. Some moments she’s lucid, conversational. Then she drifts. Forgets where she is. Sometimes who she’s speaking to. I won’t lie - it has progressed faster than we anticipated," Parker explains.
They begin walking down a wide corridor lined with windows overlooking the hospital gardens - budding trees, tulips forced into neat rows.
It’s peaceful.
Controlled.
Erica keeps pace beside him, her hands in the pockets of her tailored coat. "And the fire?"
"Contained. A neighbor saw the smoke and kicked the back door in. Your aunt didn't even notice the smoke until her neighbor rushed in. She insisted she was making tea.”
Erica’s jaw tightens. She says nothing.
"She had no burns," he continues. "Some mild smoke inhalation. She's lucky. If the neighbor hadn't…"
"I understand," Erica cuts in, more curtly than intended.
Dr. Parker nods. "We've run a full work-up. Nothing acute, but in her current mental state, she can’t go home. I'll be frank, Ms. Sinclair - she needs long-term care. Memory care. Supervision."
Erica glances sideways. "You're asking if I'm going to take her home with me."
Doctor Parker exhales.
This is a statement he has heard more than once.
“I'm saying that someone has to make a decision. And you're the only family she's listed in the U.S. The rest... well, Bolivia's a long way off. We wouldn’t even know how to search for any relatives there."
They stop at a door marked Room 314. A laminated sign beneath it reads Elisa Teran.
Dr. Parker pauses with his hand on the doorframe. "Just... be prepared. She might not recognize you. Or she might. You’ll know quickly."
Erica gives a tight nod. "Thank you, Doctor."
He steps back. "I'll be outside."
She hesitates.
She could still walk away, turn around, even if only to collect herself, but what’s the use of delaying the inevitable?
With a small sigh, Erica pushes the door open.
The room is small, sunlit, with a single window overlooking the lawn. The bed is raised, and in it, propped on two pillows, is a thin woman wrapped in a pale green blanket. Her once-rich black hair has faded to steel gray, tied back in a loose braid. Her skin is weathered, drawn around high cheekbones. Her eyes - once quick and sharp - are now vague.
Clouded, restless.
Erica freezes.
Elisa turns her head.
For a moment, nothing.
Then a flicker of distant recognition?
"El... Luisa?" the woman whispers, her voice thin as rice paper.
Erica’s spine straightens, a breath catching in her chest.
For a brief second, her heart seems to skip a beat.
She’s not Luisa.
But maybe this is what Elisa remembers best – a version of someone who used to belong.
"It's Erica,” she says softly. "Luisa's daughter."
Another pause.
Then Elisa smiles.
Faint.
Sad.
"You look just like her. Same mouth and chin. Same... distance."
Erica steps closer, slowly, like approaching some fragile thing that might crack under the weight of memory, unsure what to say.
Usually, she is never out of words or a witty reply.
But now, with this woman, with the weight of many years of unspoken history, her carefully constructed composure falters.
The silence stretches, heavy and awkward, and for once, Erica Sinclair has no defense.
She grips the bed rail as if she needs it to stay upright.
"Dr. Parker said you had an accident. That you're staying here for now."
Elisa's eyes trail her face. Then drift. "They say I can’t cook anymore. Imagine that."
She coughs drily, then gives a laugh, brittle as bone. "But I told them, didn’t I? The water was boiling. I just... forgot what for."
Erica pulls a chair close to the bed and sits. The silence stretches and her level of uneasiness increases by the minute.
The air in the room feels too still, too full.
Then Elisa says, without looking at her:
"They killed my husband, you know. And my boy. They made me watch."
Erica blinks.
The old woman’s gaze is far away now. Fixed on something behind the past, unseeing.
It is what her father called the “thousand-yard stare”, a phrase he used for men who were traumatized - who had seen too much - and Erica instantly recognizes it.
~~~
"They tied me to a chair, stuffed an old rag into my mouth. In Cochabamba. One of them used garden scissors to take this...”
She lifts her right hand, showing the missing pinkie. "He wanted my ring. My father's ring." A ghost of a smile. "It was gold, had our family crest on it."
Erica swallows, her throat dry, the words like ash on her tongue.
The casual brutality of the story makes her stomach churn, a sickening lurch she rarely experiences.
"They murdered my whole family. I came here because you and your father were the only family I had left. I told him I'd just stay a while. I didn't think I'd stay forever. Now, I'm simply going to die here.”
"You could have told us," Erica says, her voice low. "Told me."
“What would have you done? You were leaving. You were proud. You were hers.” Elisa’s words, quiet and devoid of malice, strike Erica with the force of a physical blow, dismantling years of carefully constructed resentment."
Erica shifts in her chair, suddenly feeling like a complete failure.
She hadn’t visited in years.
And now she was here, holding a checklist instead of flowers.
The silence between them stretches, brittle as glass.
Then Elisa’s eyes drift again.
Her face slackens slightly.
"They brought my lunch. Did you see it? Pudding again."
And just like that, she's gone - slipped back under.
Erica sits in that quiet room, staring at the woman she's hated for half her life.
Hated for no good reason.
Or maybe for all the reasons that matter when you're young and angry and trying not to grieve.
The woman who once wore her mother's perfume.
Who stood too close to her father when she thought no one noticed.
Who now floats in and out of a past soaked in blood and violence.
Her phone buzzes in her coat pocket, the familiar rhythm of a call she usually wouldn’t ignore, even if Claire is indeed calling to say the office is on fire.
But now, it feels distant.
Irrelevant.
She chooses to ignore it.
Then she reaches forward, gently, and takes the hand with the missing finger into hers.
"I'm going to find you a place." she whispers. "Somewhere safe."
Whether Elisa hears her or not - she doesn’t know.
But Erica means it.
Even if she has to walk back into the shadows to do it.
~~~
