Chapter 2
Jake sat slumped, the firelight flickering across his face. The man before him was a husk of the Roper he’d grown up idolizing, a shadow of the hero who’d saved his family’s ranch. The legend felt like dust in the wind now.
“Get on, boy,” Burt said, his voice rough as gravel. “Help our friend there outta his chair for supper.”
Jake sighed and stepped toward the bound bull in the room’s center. Up close, Lambert was a mountain of a man, intimidating even roped down tight. Jake felt small next to him, less somehow. His fingers fumbled at the knots, but they worked quick, unraveling Burt’s expert ropework with surprising ease. He stepped aside as Lambert rose, moving with a quiet grace to a drawer, pulling out a faded red union suit and slipping it on.
“Your hands know ropes,” Burt remarked, stirring the soup pot. “I’ve seen men with knives struggle to undo my knots. Not bad, kid.”
“See? I can do it,” Jake pressed, his voice eager.
Burt’s eyes narrowed. “Don’t push me, boy. I said no.”
Lambert laid a gentle hand on Jake’s shoulder. “Leave it be, Jake. The old man’s found his peace here. Best we respect that.”
Jake opened his mouth to argue but caught Burt’s sagging shoulders, the weight of a long sigh pulling them down. Then Burt straightened, turned with the pot of soup, and flashed a grin. “Grub’s ready, boys.”
The three ate in silence, the air thick with words none dared speak.
After supper, Lambert cleared the table, his movements steady and practiced. Burt grabbed his pipe and settled by the fireplace, the glow painting his weathered face. Outside, the crickets had hushed, leaving the prairie’s eerie quiet to creep in. Jake lingered at the table, even after Lambert finished washing up.
He stole a glance at Burt, the old cowboy’s eyes fixed on the flames. If only the Roper could see his plan—the good they could do, the hope they could spark in these hopeless times.
Burt’s voice cut through the silence, low and commanding. “You wanna hear about the life of a hero, boy? The glory, the praise, the pedestal? The grit, the fire? It ain’t what you’re chasin’.”
Jake knew the tone—rhetorical, heavy. He held his tongue and listened.
“I wasn’t much older’n you, workin’ the fields. Ma cookin’, little sister washin’, little brother playin’ in the dirt, and Pa… he was ailin’. We needed coin for medicine. I rode to town, saw a wanted poster—dead or alive. Spotted that outlaw campin’ a few miles past our ranch. Thought it was my shot to save us. Ran home, burst into Pa’s room, grabbed his rifle and holster. Ma couldn’t stop me. I tore out, chasin’ that wisp of smoke in the distance. Got there, but the poster didn’t mention the man had company—eight outlaws, rough as they come. I wanted to bolt, but they sniffed me out. Wasn’t even a chase. They had me circled in minutes, a ring of hardcase bastards laughin’, shovin’ me between ‘em. One recognized me as the kid from the nearby ranch, the one with the sick man.”
Burt’s voice rumbled on, steady and grim. Jake hung on every word, the pauses between Burt’s pipe puffs stretching like hours.
“They yanked my arms back, took Pa’s rifle. ‘Tie him up,’ the head man barked. His boys lashed my wrists with rawhide, then my ankles. ‘Gag him.’ A dirty bandanna got stuffed in my mouth, tied tight behind my head. They propped me against a wagon wheel, tethered me with hemp rope like some damn mule. But the worst was yet to come.”
Jake flinched as Lambert’s hand rested on his shoulder again, the man’s face heavy with sorrow. Jake’s eyes flicked back to Burt, his weathered face locked on the fire.
“‘Let’s loot the ranch,’ they hollered. All but one rode off, headin’ for my home—a home with no man, no gun to protect it. I’d doomed my family.”
Burt’s voice cracked, a tear glinting in the firelight. Jake’s eyes stung.
“The one left behind… he had his fun. Pissed on me, forced me to… well, he said he hadn’t had a woman in months and needed release. Past midnight, the others came back, draggin’ Pa’s wagon, our mules haulin’ it. I watched, helpless, as those scum rifled through our lives—our hard-earned goods, stolen by rats, outlaws, nothin’ but vultures. Don't know about my family but never saw them again. I burned with hate, wanted to kill every last one. That’s what it does to you, boy. Turns you into somethin’ less than human—a soul full of hate, a heart set on one thing: stoppin’ evil. There’s gotta be more to life. Sometimes you find it—Emma, Cousin Kirby, Bloodwolf, Lambert. But they get taken, too, sooner or later. Leavin’ you empty again.”
The fire’s crackle was the only sound piercing the heavy silence.
Jake had listened, his response building. “I’m sorry, Mr. Roper, truly. But here’s the difference: you were alone, figurin’ it out with no one. I ain’t. I got you to guide me, keep my mission true, help where we can, save folks…”
He trailed off, feeling he’d said enough.
The silence stretched again.
“Kid’s got a point,” Lambert said, his voice soft as a lullaby.
Burt’s head snapped around, wet eyes boring into Jake’s.
“You want this? To ride out every day, hopin’ today’s the one you die, joinin’ the ones you lost? Puttin’ yourself in harm’s way for one purpose—to end it all? Don’t matter how much good you do if your soul’s gone.”
Jake stayed quiet for a moment. “It ain’t the same, Roper. You got one of the best souls I know. Ma said so, too. Every night, she’d pray for your soul.”
Lambert spoke again, trying to ease the tension. “Why don’t you hit the hay, Burt? Mornin’ll bring us back to rights.” Burt nodded and shuffled to the cot. Lambert tossed Jake a blanket and pointed to the rug by the fireplace.
Jake spread out before the fire, Burt’s story replaying in his head. It ain’t the same, he told himself, drifting off to sleep.
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Jake woke to a sharp pain in his back, confused. He tried rolling over, but his body wouldn’t budge. His wrists were yanked behind him, crossed and bound with rope that bit into his skin. His elbows were pulled tight, almost unbearable. His knees were lashed together, his booted ankles locked side by side and tethered to his wrists. Four strands of rope held him in a strict hogtie, expertly knotted, tension perfect. He squirmed, but there was no give. Could he even escape this? The cabin was empty, save for him.
Jakes morning wood pressed hard into the floor under his weight.
“Hey! Hey! What’s this? Let me go!” Jake shouted.
The door creaked open, and Burt stepped in, a smirk curling his lips.
“Welcome to your first day of trainin’, kid.”
Burt grabbed a hemp sack and yanked it over Jake’s head, tying a noose around his neck to keep it in place. “Let’s see if you’re truly Roper material.”