The door opens. The apartment smells faintly of lavender, leather and wood. It’s the smell of her sanctuary.
It is good to be home.
She steps inside and locks the door behind her. And then - soft padding on hardwood. A rustle. A meow. And then another.
Spot and Tiger barrel toward her in a blur of fluff and joy, tails high, eyes wide. They pounce, climb, meow louder. Tiny paws on her chest. Warm fur under her chin. A rough little tongue on her face.
She drops to her knees, and the dam breaks.
Tears come fast. Not violent, not loud - just sudden.
Steady.
She’s home.
She’s whole.
Her kittens don’t ask questions.
They just know that mommy is back and they welcome her with all the unconditional love in their small bodies.
Claire is standing near the kitchen door, coat folded over her arm. She promised to take care of the kittens and she did.
Of course.
She watches the wild, loving welcome for a moment, then walks down the hallway and touches Erica’s shoulder lightly.
“It’s good to have you back,” she says, smiling. “I’ll see you at the office.”
Erica nods, still half-wrapped in fur and saltwater.
The door clicks softly shut.
~~~
Erica sits curled on the edge of the black leather couch, now clad in her grey cat mom sweat suit, a soft throw draped over her like a second skin. Spot and Tiger have settled into either side of her, purring deep into the hush of the apartment.
On the coffee table sits the shoebox.
She leans forward, lifts the lid, and lets her fingers brush across the contents one by one.
The envelope with the photos of her forebears reaching back to the days of the Civil War, her father’s green beret. His medals.
Then she touches her university class ring which she usually wears with casual pride, but which, before travelling to Ngabo, she left in this box like a farewell letter.
She’d placed it there, half a will, half a prayer.
In case she didn’t come back.
Erica slips it back onto her finger, noticing that it fits more loosely now.
She hasn’t just lost weight.
She’s shed something.
Something soft.
Something unsure.
The Erica Sinclair who came back home is different: Stripped. Hardened.
Changed in a lot of ways.
A soft purring nudge at her ribs brings her back.
Tiger, ever the sentinel. She runs a hand down his spine, rises slowly, and pads barefoot into the kitchen.
The hardwood floor is cool beneath her feet.
Her hand reaches, almost automatically, for the wine rack.
She pulls out a bottle of Nero d’Avola, the one she keeps for nights like this - nights that need weight, not sparkle.
A smooth cork pull and the red wine pours flows into a glass. She takes it into the living room, stands by the cabinet, looks at the photo showing her and her parents.
She sips once. Lets the velvet bitterness ground her.
Her eyes flick between the photo and the Rolex dive watch on her wrist which suddenly seems to weigh a ton, but it is not the steel of its case and bracelet.
It’s the responsibility the creed engraved on the back carries.
Stand for something or fall for anything.
Erica raises her glass in a silent toast to her parents, her heart beating strongly.
Tomorrow she will take the fight to the Army.
~~~
That night, Erica falls asleep on the couch.
Not because she plans to, but because her body - still humming with adrenaline, still echoing with jungle sounds and voices of the dead - finally claims her.
She’s curled on her side, still in her “cat mom” sweats, the throw blanket pulled loosely around her shoulders. Spot purrs softly against her thigh. Tiger snoozes with his head resting on her ankle like a warm, breathing weight.
The quiet hum of the city that supposedly never sleeps, just beyond her windows, barely touches her.
At some point during the night, maybe chasing a ghost through the haze of slumber, she sleepwalks to the bedroom. The memories are hazy, non-linear - a flash of moonlight across the floor, the whisper of her name in the silence.
Her weight drops onto the bed with the gentle thud of someone half-asleep, wholly spent.
She doesn’t wake until light pries its way past the blinds and a rough, sandpapery tongue drags across the bridge of her nose.
She flinches at first, eyes fluttering open to meet two pairs of sharp feline eyes staring down at her from the pillow - Spot and Tiger, perched like guardians, making sure she is okay while telling her that they are hungry.
They blink.
She blinks.
Then the realization hits her. Sun’s out.
She shoots a glance at the watch on her wrist. Ten past eight.
A low, disbelieving breath escapes her.
In years - years - this is the first time she hasn’t risen at five AM.
“Guys,” she murmurs, rubbing a hand down her face. “mommy’s jetlagged.”
Spot answers by nuzzling her cheek. Tiger purrs louder, kneading the pillow like it’s in need of a massage.
Erica smiles, weary and soft.
She sits up slowly, sweeping a hand through their fur. “Alright. Breakfast. Let’s go.”
Her bare feet meet the hardwood floor with a solid, grounding thump. Her Rolex reads 8:12 now.
Time's already slipping, but she moves with purpose, goes through the routine. Into the kitchen. Rinsing the kittens’ bowls. Fresh water, softened kibble.
She sets them down on the mat and watches as the two little carnivores dive in, heads bumping, tails high.
As they eat, she heads for the bedroom, slipping into her sleek black running gear. She ties her trainers tight and slips her phone and keys into the zippered pocket of her running top.
The streets greet her with cool wind and morning sun.
She runs like something is chasing her - or maybe like she’s chasing something.
Answers.
Justice.
Peace.
The city pulses around her, but she doesn’t register it.
Her feet slap the pavement, each step like a hammer to the drumbeat in her chest.
The world blurs past.
She doesn’t care.
She needs this.
By the time she slows, lungs burning and thighs aching, five miles are behind her, and she’s set a new personal best.
Her hands brace her hips, head bowed.
Not bad, she thinks between gasps.
Not bad at all.
But it’s not just a routine.
Today it is part of a purge – body and soul.
Back home, she strips down and steps into the shower. She doesn’t just wash - she lets the water erase. Sweat, fatigue, the lingering weight of jungle heat and blood memory.
Gone.
Down the drain.
The lavender and mint from her gel blooms in the steam.
Sharp.
Clean.
Focused.
She blow-dries her hair - mechanical, meditative - then pads barefoot into the kitchen, still wrapped in a towel, the scent of warmth and mint following her.
Coffee. Two Sweet’n Low. A splash of almond milk. Oatmeal. Cinnamon. Honey.
The ritual of normalcy grounds her in this space, her sanctuary. After what she’s seen in Africa, it feels even decadent. But it also feels earned and she knows that she has won a new appreciation for the little things that make life easier and more comfortable.
Twenty minutes later, Erica stands in front of the bedroom mirror.
Her reflection meets her with sharp lines and sharper eyes.
Pencil skirt, silk blouse, blazer - all crisp, tailored, precise.
Like her.
Like she has to be.
She slings her handbag over her shoulder and starts toward the door - but pauses.
The shoebox waits on the coffee table like an altar.
With calm finality, she pulls the passport – made out to Elena Frederick - from her purse and places it inside.
She doesn’t just drop the passport.
She buries the version of herself who needs to stay off the records.
Looking around, she takes in her apartment: silent, clean, elegant, subtle scents coming from the air freshener in the hallway: a mixture of leather, wood and lavender.
Luggage, unpacking, laundry - that can wait.
She’ll take care of it tonight.
Because now, it’s time.
Time to take the fight to the people who buried her father’s name and turned nine heroes into footnotes.
She locks the door behind her, the deadbolt snapping in place. Time to crack the lie wide open.
~~~
