Chapter 69 - Alex
True to her word, or perhaps her own sense of professionalism, Dr. Lodgkins did inform the people involved with my treatment that I should be allowed a few days reprieve per week. And thus, the very next day I decided it was time for a break. Wednesday was peaceful, at least as peaceful as it can be trying to complete two years of high school while maintaining a full time job. I stayed late since there was no reason to go home only to work on the same things in my room.
Alex entered after I figured she had left for the day and looked a bit pale. “You look like you’ve seen a ghost. Is everything ok?â€
Alex picked at her shirt which hung loosely about her waist above a pair of dark blue leggings. “We’re friends right?â€
Now I was worried. “Of course, what’s wrong?†I pushed back my chair preparing to stand.
“It’s just that…†Alex hesitated. “...I don’t know.†She sat down in my lone chair, staring at the floor.
“Alex, I’m suddenly nervous. Is it Polly?â€
Alex’s head popped up. “Why do you think that?â€
“It is Polly. What’s she done to you?â€
“Look, it’s nothing bad, just a bit unusual. I’ve always been pretty independant, but with her…†Alex hesitated sliding her fingers through her mostly blue-dyed hair.
“What is it?†I pressed.
“I need you to come to my place tomorrow night.†Alex said looking into my eyes.
“Huh? Your place, why?â€
“I…†Alex stood up and started pacing in front of my small desk. “I can’t tell you that.â€
“I don’t understand, Alex. What’s going on?†I watched her pace back and forth. “Whatever Polly has asked you to do…â€
“Jack, please, just come to my apartment tomorrow after work. In fact, I’ll drive you. We’ll go together.†Alex said placing her hands on my desk looking expectantly into my eyes.
“You know, if you’re trying to get me to agree, I’d dial back on the serial killer vibe just a touch.â€
“Jack, come on. She told me to bring you my place. It’s a test of some kind, you know Polly.â€
“A test for who?†I asked.
“For me, she’s testing me.†Alex answered though her posture did not indicate she was at all sure of that statement.
“I don’t know, maybe it’s a test to see if I’ll be faithful to her.†I said sitting back in my chair still trying to puzzle out the situation.
“Are you fucking kidding me.†Alex nearly shouted and I rolled backward to get some space. “You would never cheat on Polly, nobody would ever cheat on Polly. Who would you cheat with, Polly’s the most perfect girl ever.â€
My eyes had grown a few sizes larger at the unexpected outburst. “Uh…â€
Alex calmed immediately. “Look, I’m flattered you somehow think I could ever be the tiniest bit of competition to Polly.†Alex started laughing in an over-the-top slightly creepy way. “Like you would ever choose me over her, that’s hilarious.†Alex sat down still chuckling into her hand.
“When was the last time you slept?â€
“What? Sleep? Oh, I’ve had some trouble the last few nights.†Alex said offhandedly while combing her fingers through her hair for the thousandth time.
“I tell you what, go home, get some sleep, and tomorrow we’ll talk again.†Alex started to speak but I held up my hand to hold her off. “And I will seriously consider going with you to see your apartment, at least for a few minutes.â€
“Really!†Alex leapt to her feet.
“Yes, really.â€
“Oh thank you, thank you, thank you. This means so much to me Jack. Thanks.†Alex said moving toward the door as if the whole conversation had been normal.
I stared after Alex as she half-walked, half-skipped toward the elevator. “Polly what have you done?†I whispered into the air.
* * *
The next evening at exactly five o’clock Alex appeared in the door of my office with her bag slung over one shoulder. “Ready to go?â€
“I said I’d think about it. I think you misunderstood.†I hoped sleep would cure her of whatever madness Polly had stricken her with.
Alex’s face paled as if a family member just died. “Jack, please.â€
“What did Polly do to you?†I asked.
“You were there Jack, you saw.†Alex answered. "It happened right here, in this office." She touched the back of the chair. "In this very chair."
Memory flashed in my mind of Alex's face and her unexpected reaction to being bound on my lap while Polly whispered into ear. “Just that one time, you’ve had no other contact with her since that evening in this office?†I pressed.
Alex shrugged. “Just a couple times, we had coffee together and spoke on the phone.â€
“What did you talk about?†I asked.
“You mostly, but also girl talk.†She waved her arms in a dismissive way. “ Are you coming or not, I don’t remember everything.†Alex said her desperation leaking through.
“Alright, Polly’s supposed to be back tomorrow, though I don’t understand any of this.â€
“Thanks Jack, come on.â€
I joined Alex in her late model sedan and we drove to an apartment complex near the office. Alex led me to a second floor apartment which was a bit cluttered but nicely decorated with newish furniture of similar color and style. A large television shared the living room space with an extensive computer setup with four monitors, nothing unexpected given her profession and skills. The dining room opened to a small kitchen though plenty large enough for a single woman. “Nice place, can you tell me what was so important for me to be here?†Alex stood near the kitchen table and I turned from looking over her computer setup when she did not respond immediately
“Jack I need you to take off your clothes.†Alex said slowly and deliberately brooking no chance of confusion.
I cocked my head and looked at Alex. I had been waiting for the proverbial shoe to drop, but this was more than I expected. Her hands were shaking and her stare was fixed on me. “Alex, you know that’s never going to happen.â€
Alex’s knees joined her hands in the shaking and she stepped into the kitchen only to return with a gun in her hands. The room was shadowed and I could not clearly see if the weapon was real. “Alex, you’re not going to shoot me. Is that even real?â€
“Take off your clothes Jack.†The barrel danced in her hand and tears began to slide down her face. “I don’t have a choice, just do it.†The last words ripped from her throat in a terrified whisper.
If she was faking, it was a damn good performance. “Alex, let’s talk about this.â€
“Shut up Jack, just strip.†Alex interrupted.
I have been through a lot in the last few months and I was no longer as fearful of guns as I once was, not because I wanted to get shot, but how many times do you stare down a barrel before the thrill is kind of lost. “Sorry Alex, you’ll just have to shoot me.â€
Quick as thought Alex raised the gun to her own temple. “I’ll pull the trigger, I swear I will.â€
Putting my own life in danger for my sense of modesty was one thing but when Alex put the gun to her own head my mind flashed through the last few days full of her erratic behavior and odd comments. “Ok, ok, I’ll do it. Just don’t hurt yourself.â€
I yanked off my shirt while simultaneously shucking out of my shoes. Within seconds I was down to my socks and boxers. “There, is that what you wanted?â€
“All of it Jack.†Alex yelled with the gun still pressed to her head.
“Fine, fine.†I yanked off the socks and finally added my boxers to the pile at my feet using one hand to cover my privates and the other stretched toward Alex imploring her to lower the gun. In the same instant that my boxers hit the floor the sound of clapping hands reached my ears from the hallway that led to Alex’s bedroom.
“Bravo, bravo, and the Oscar goes to Alex.†An achingly familiar voice said as a beautiful head of red hair and the flash of green eyes greeted me from around the corner. “Hello, Jack, did you miss me?†Polly stepped from the hallway her presence a sight for sore eyes and a balm to my terror for Alex. She wore a pair of shiny black tights with hooded sweatshirt that was large enough to cover her hips almost to mid thigh.
“What the fuck?†I said in absolute shock.
“Oh, now is that anyway to greet me after almost a week?†Polly pouted.
I glanced over at Alex who lowered the gun and all traces of fear and panic had vanished as she stood there gazing at Polly. She seemed proud, and hopeful, and perhaps slightly aroused with her mouth open slightly. The gun was on the table and from this angle it was obviously a prop of some kind.
“Come kiss me, Jack. I’ve missed you.†Polly said stepping closer.
I knelt down to retrieve my clothes but Polly reached me first and grabbed my arm hauling me toward her. “Now, now after all that work Alex went to get you naked you aren’t going to just put them back on.â€
Unable to stop myself I leaned in and kissed Polly whose arms wrapped around my naked body and began to massage my buttocks as we kissed deeply. After a few moments Polly broke the kiss with a smile. “Oh how I’ve looked forward to that. Alex, take Jack’s clothes to your car.†Polly ordered.
Alex leapt to obey gathering my clothes while Polly prevented me from intervening by wrapping me in another embrace. “What are you doing?†I asked watching Alex leave the apartment.
Polly pulled out a scrap of white satin fabric from the front pocket of her sweatshirt. “Put these on, you may need your hands later on.â€
“Polly not in public.†I begged.
“We’re not in public.†Polly argued twirling the white panties around one finger.
“But Alex…â€
“She doesn’t count as public, not anymore. Now put them on, unless you prefer being naked.†Polly flashed her beautiful smile.
I took the soft underwear and pulled them up my legs settling them about my waist just as Alex returned. She stepped past us into the dining area without comment. If she noticed my new underwear it did not appear to surprise or shock her. Polly turned toward her, “Alex I’ll need those cuffs, you know how Jack is.†She turned back to me with a delighted smile on her face. “Always so difficult.â€
Alex vanished into the kitchen and appeared seconds later handing Polly a shiny metal object shaped like the number eight. Polly twisted something along one edge and they opened up. “Are you going to cooperate or do I need Alex’s help?â€
Cuff’s Picture
“Polly, I’m not really comfortable doing this. Not here.†I answered.
“I know Jack, but it really isn’t up to you, unless you want to walk home dressed as you are. I want this Jack, I’ve been dreaming of seeing you for days. Are you all that surprised I want your hands cuffed behind your back?â€
I glanced again at Alex who was standing motionless with her hands clasped together in front of her stomach while looking at her feet. She seemed to be acting the part of Polly’s servant. I turned around and held my arms behind my back. The chill of the metal competed with the chill already running down my spine. “As you wish.â€
“You’ll have to forgive me, these aren’t exactly the easy-on, easy-off type of cuffs.†Polly worked behind my back for a few moments before handing something back to Alex who walked back into the kitchen. “Alex, I assume you have the clothing we discussed?’
“Yes, Polly.†Alex answered.
“It’s time you two got changed.â€
“Yes, Polly.†Alex said again before stepping down the hallway and into her bedroom.
“My God, what have you done to her?†I asked as Alex disappeared. I am quite sure Alex heard the question since I made no attempt to lower my voice.
“Other than do everything in my power to make her happy?†Polly smiled her hands finding my body as she began to kiss the hollow of my neck. “Now come sit with me on the couch.â€
The couch faced the television and was decorated with a few pillows and a soft blanket thrown across the back. I settled into the cushions thankful they were soft enough for my cuffed hands to be moderately comfortable. Polly’s hands soon found my inner thighs and began to draw tickling circles. I shivered from the touch and leaned into her, the scent of vanilla and roses stealing all my objections. At least until the soft shuffling of bare feet reached my ears revealing Alex standing in front of the couch.
Alex gazed toward an appreciative Polly wearing nothing but a short nightgown in a vivid shade of pink with the narrow straps tied into a feminine bow above each of her pale shoulders. Shocked to see her in such a revealing garment, my eyes found her curves before I could take back control from my libido. In that brief moment I could already see she was doing her best to be confident but the flush of her cheeks betrayed her embarrassment. Alex was lovely, though not as shockingly gorgeous as Polly her charms were magnified by the way she coyly bit her lower lip and crossed one leg over the other as she stood before us.
Short Pink Gown
“Oh Alex, you are so beautiful.†Polly said.
“Thank you, Polly.†Alex responded.
“Don’t you think so Jack?†Polly said. “Now go on, take a long look. I won’t be mad.â€
I shook my head keeping my eyes on Polly.
“Jack I want you to look at Alex.†Polly allowed a hint of authority to enter her words.
Her eyes flashed in annoyance until I allowed my gaze to travel up Alex’s body. She stood there her creamy skin magnified by the shocking shade of pink with her hands held behind her back in a posture of innocent beauty. The loose fit of the short garment could not hide her curves and her excitement was betrayed by the hint of hardened nipples pushing against the thin satin. “Yes she is lovely.†My eyes found hers as she momentarily pulled her gaze away from Polly. In that moment something changed, gone was the older professional woman whom I viewed as a mentor and now a vision of feminine beauty and barely restrained sexuality stood before me. Alex was beautiful, the moon and stars to Polly’s brilliant sunlight.
“I told you Alex, you are beautiful, Jack says so.â€
“As you say,†Alex responded barely above a whisper.
It was obvious she was not entirely convinced by our assurances and I was becoming more and more concerned about what this might mean for our future working relationship. “Polly will you please tell me what’s going on?â€
“Isn’t it obvious.†Polly said.
“Not from where I’m sitting. You told me your were coming home tomorrow night, I guess you wanted to surprise me but why are you involving Alex in all of this?â€
“I really like Alex,†Polly answered.
I could not help the spike of jealousy that flared through my mind and knew I could never hide it from Polly who knew me so well. “I see.â€
“Jack, don’t be that way.†Polly said.
“What way is that?†I said without any attempt at hiding my irritation.
“Damn it, Jack.†Polly said standing to her feet. “Alex did you have the matching gown?â€
“Yes, Polly.†Alex brought her hands to the front where she held what appeared to be an exact duplicate of the garment she now wore.
“I’m tired Jack, I just got in from out of town and I was hoping you would trust me.†Polly said while pushing herself to her feet.
“That’s not…†I started to say but Polly jerked her fiery eyes toward me and held up a hand.
“It’s too late for that, Jack. Just shut up.â€
I sighed heavily and gazed at my nearly naked body. Once Polly flared in anger there was almost nothing but time that would still those flames. Polly took the matching pink nightgown from Alex and knelt down at my feet and began to pull it up my legs. I squirmed in embarrassment but with Polly already angry I did not want to upset her more by trying to avoid something she obviously wanted. “Stand up, Jack.â€
I lunged forward finding it difficult with my hands cuffed behind me but Polly and Alex pulled me up. The nightgown now pooled around my ankles but was soon raised up my body. The thin straps were untied and then retied into a bow over each of my shoulders. Polly moved me so I was standing shoulder to shoulder with Alex and despite her anger a small smile formed on her lips. It did not last long. “Alex fetch the cuff key.â€
“Yes, Polly.†Alex said and left my side.
Polly gave my ridiculously feminine outfit an appraising look. I opened my mouth to speak but Polly shook her head. “No Jack, no talking. What you said hurt me.â€
I thought back over the last few moments and for the life of me could not figure why she should be so upset. Alex’s involvement wasn’t my idea. She was being terribly unfair. What would any boyfriend do if his girlfriend discussed the beauty of someone else?
Again my face betrayed my emotions. “And it appears you have no idea what you did wrong.â€
Alex returned at that moment and handed a silver key to Polly. “Alex can perhaps aid you in your quest for truth, she's obviously quite a bit smarter than you.†Polly stepped behind me and removed the cuffs from my hands only to grab my right wrist and Alex’s left wrist and cuff us together. Both Alex and I looked at our cuffed hands in open-mouthed shock. “Explain it to him Alex.â€
Polly left the room walking back down the hall to what I assumed was Alex bedroom. I looked at Alex and blushed at the way I was dressed in an exact copy of her own outfit. “Alex…†I began but then noticed tears leaking from her eyes and her body shuddering in sobs. “Oh God, what’s wrong, what’s happening.â€
Alex said nothing just held her one free hand over her face as she wept.
“Let’s sit down please.†I suggested quietly. My thoughts churned. How could I have screwed up so badly that Polly was angry and Alex was crying.
Alex nodded and we did a quick spin maneuver so we could both sit down with our cuffed hands between us. I decided my own mouth was the one problem I could control and kept silent. She eventually managed to halt her weeping and just as suddenly jerked the cuffs as if angry to be near me. “Damn it Jack,†She shook the cuffs again before turning toward me. “Damn you, damn you.â€
“I don’t understand what’s happening.†I whispered trying to keep the situation as calm as possible.
“You’re ruining everything. You have to keep her all to yourself, don’t you?†Alex said.
I took a deep breath and really tried to listen to the words. “We are getting married, but I honestly would love it if you two were friends, but this…†I picked at the pink nightgown with my free hand. “...this is different.â€
“You know Polly told me about those other women playing with you, how they tied you up and dressed you up, especially that Selena woman.†Alex said with the occasional sob stuttering her words. “First time Polly finds someone and your ego can’t take it.â€
“I didn’t have a choice with Selena, well that’s not exactly true, but when I had a choice I made sure Polly was involved.â€
“Well Polly is involving you now, so what’s the problem.†Alex whined.
“What exactly is this?†I asked.
Alex picked at her nightgown. “This. Doing whatever Polly wants.â€
“I love Polly deeply and forever. We’ve saved each others lives, for God’s sake. I’d do anything for her. I just don’t want to lose her, even to you.†Jack explained.
“I’m not going to marry her, Jack. I just want…†Alex said.
“What? Why are you dressed like that? Why did you bring me here? What do you want?†I asked a little heat entering my voice.
Alex sighed. “Every time she asks me to do something, whether to fetch a glass of water or dress in a sexy outfit.†Alex indicated her clothing with a sweep of her hand. “It makes me unbelievably happy, warm, contented, and feel very, very sexy.â€
“Really?â€
“Yes, I don’t understand it. Maybe it’s some kind of hypnotic quality to her voice or perhaps some sort of pheromone or hell, maybe it’s magic.â€
“Has this happened before, with others?†I asked.
“No, never. I’ve never felt so out of control and euphoric at the same time with anyone. Polly is like a drug.â€
“Out of control.†I whispered. “I get that.â€
“But now she won't see me. I can’t just be friends, I just can’t. She had to tell you about me, in the most honest way.†She spun toward me. “I saw the look in your eyes, the jealousy, the fear, you’re afraid that I’ll mess things up.â€
“So the trick you pulled with the gun?†I asked.
“Polly’s test. She wanted to test me, or maybe she was just playing. It doesn’t matter. I nearly passed out when she clapped for me.â€
“Have you thought this through, we’re colleagues. We have to work together.â€
“Too late for that I’d say.†Alex held up her hand lifting mine along with it to display the silver cuffs. “And it doesn’t matter, it’s not like I control how I feel.â€
I sighed and remained silent for several long breaths. “Ok, look whatever I said earlier I was just kind of stunned. First you threaten my life, then your own life, and then Polly appears, and then you walk out looking so gorgeous in that outfit, my brain shorted out. I deserve a do-over, a second chance.â€
Alex face cocked to one side. “You mean it.â€
“Yes, I need time to process this. Can you tell me what’s expected of me? Polly said you could explain what I did wrong.â€
Alex cocked her head again but this time in confusion. “But she told you.â€
“She did?â€
“I think her exact words were, ‘I was hoping you would trust me,’ “ Alex repeated as if reading from a book.
I turned pale at the sudden recollection and bile rise in my throat. “Oh god.†I put my hands to my face forcing Alex to move her arm toward me.
“Spill it, Jack. Tell me what you were thinking at the moment you said that.†Alex said her other hand finding my shoulder.
“Well, I was thinking she would fall in love with you. Look at me Alex, Polly is the most gorgeous woman in the world. Why did she fall for me?†I said barely speaking above a whisper and a tear fell from my eye as this old refrain filled my thoughts. “I’m not good enough for her, but you Alex, well she likes girls, I mean she dresses me up as one whenever she gets the chance. So of course she likes you.â€
“You are confused.†Alex said.
“I am in therapy.†I answered.
“Look I don’t know Polly’s sexual orientation, but I know she loves you, more than any human alive. If she dresses you up than it’s because she enjoys it, and if you could perform the least bit of self-examination you’d realize you like it to.â€
“I don’t…â€
Alex held her free hand over my mouth preventing me from speaking in exactly the same way Polly would often do. She said nothing, just looked into my eyes with a knowing smile on her lips. The sudden and overwhelming surge of lust prompted by that gesture forced my hands into fists along with an involuntary shudder and groan. “Wow, you are almost as bad as me.†Alex said with a smile. “The only difference, which Polly has already figured out by the way, is that you have to be forced, whereas me, I just like to obey.â€
Alex withdrew her hand and the feeling of arousal departed, at least partially. I moved to stand but Alex jerked me back down. “You can’t wake her.â€
“What why? I have to go make this right.â€
“Nope, she needs her rest.†Alex grabbed a blanket from the back of the couch and pushed me onto my side snuggling up beside me before pulling the blanket over us both. She then clapped her hands twice and the lights switched off.
“A Clapper, really?â€
“Of course, every self-respecting geek has one.â€
Alex settled into the couch and our bodies were in full contact. I could not keep from touching her even if I wanted to and the softness of her breasts was a constant distraction. Her hands slid across my hip. “You shave for her?â€
“Well, it was Selena who did that, but Polly talks about how much she likes it so I’ve kept it smooth.†I answered. “Are you sure we should be doing this? I’m engaged.â€
“If Polly didn’t want us to touch each other she shouldn’t have cuffed us together.†Alex answered. “We should keep it PG though.â€
“I thought you preferred girls?â€
“Polly told me I’d like you in silk. As usual, it seems she was right.†Alex said.
I rolled on my side and Alex matched my position so we easily fit on the couch with her face pressed into my neck and her breasts sliding across my back with her every breath. “You really are beautiful.†I whispered into the quiet room.
Alex shuddered but did not respond and sleep took me quickly.